POETRY...FOR PEACE OF MIND OR TO JUST KEEP DELUSIONS WELL FED!!😂😎

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By NJ

Saying this might ruin everything so I guess I'll write poetry instead
To find peace of mind or just to keep my delusions well fed
I wanna be with you in a romantic kind of way, in a disgustingly cute, smiling so hard we forget what we gonna say
I wanna be your bestfriend, that's so much more than just your friend
I want us to be the again beginning; begin again; that just never seemed to end...for so many reasons
I don't even know where to start but I know that not even the greatest painters could recreate you, the ultimate work of art
I mean yeah you're very beautiful, that's obvious and without a doubt true, but some of the most driven minds of our generation would be in awe of the work ethic within you
I've never met someone so impressive in so many ways than one, and one day they'll write historical articles about everything that you've done
Lights dim in comparison, hurricanes fear such a force, and maybe you never wanted to be a muse but you're my inspirational source
You might cringe at the compliment but you're one of the best people I've met, flaws and all included, and everything about you that I don't know yet
But honestly I wanna know it, how many instruments do you really play? who would you wanna have dinner with? and what's your most ideal day?
I think I need advice now, the question I didn't ask before because we could stay kind of friends but we could be so much more
I don't care about the past or what our friends might think
I care that when I think of you with someone else it makes my heart sink, it makes me kind of nauseous, but I smile and nod my head
I say that it doesn't matter but then I can't get out of bed and I'll think that way tomorrow
It's been months of feeling like this because even without being my first you were my very favorite kiss, and it only happened once
Then we both turned away, "just friends" you said, and barely friends we would stay
I wanna be your boyfriend, obviously I mean who would not? and I wasn't even looking but my gaze you still caught
Give it back now please, but take me along too please
So I stopped writing for other people everything I wish that I could say to you!

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